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I wanted to be special to him, for I loved him so deeply, so helplessly, but I feared, too, to become so. - (Captive of Gor, Chapter 17, Sentence #78)

We had much spoken, and much loved, and much spoken. It was almost as though I might not have been only another slave, merely another girl in his collar. It was then that I had begun to fear that he would sell me. I wanted to be special to him, for I loved him so deeply, so helplessly, but I feared, too, to become so. I do not think he feared El-in-or, for she was only a slave at his bidding. I think, rather, he feared himself, and unusual emotions, strange, unaccustomed emotions, frightening him, which might have begun to well within him. I scarcely dared whisper to myself what might be the nature of those emotions. - (Captive of Gor)