Book 32. (1 results) Smugglers of Gor (Individual Quote)
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| 5 | 95 | View more quotes about surely">Surely I had been successful. |
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Book 32. (7 results) Smugglers of Gor (Context Quote)
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| 5 | 92 | How strange that I, lonely, lost in my uncaring world, aching for the touch of a man, should have pretended to indifference, disdain, and contempt! I think I was closer to myself than many, and nearer to the feet of a master. |
| 5 | 93 | For several days I continued the game, growing, for no reason I clearly understood at the time, ever less hopeful, and more despondent. |
| 5 | 94 | Surely I should be much pleased. |
| 5 | 95 | Surely I had been successful. |
| 5 | 96 | I had shown to myself that there was nothing to fear, that my apprehensions and concerns had been groundless. |
| 5 | 97 | How relieved, and pleased, I should be! Did I understand then what I had truly been doing, what I really wanted? I do not think so. |
| 5 | 98 | I understand now. |
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How strange that I, lonely, lost in my uncaring world, aching for the touch of a man, should have pretended to indifference, disdain, and contempt! I think I was closer to myself than many, and nearer to the feet of a master.
For several days I continued the game, growing, for no reason I clearly understood at the time, ever less hopeful, and more despondent.
Surely I should be much pleased.
Surely I had been successful.
I had shown to myself that there was nothing to fear, that my apprehensions and concerns had been groundless.
How relieved, and pleased, I should be! Did I understand then what I had truly been doing, what I really wanted? I do not think so.
I understand now.
- (Smugglers of Gor)