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| 8 | 1018 | Not before him, of all, he who was so View more quotes about precious">precious and special to me, he who figured in my most helplessly lascivious and submissive dreams, he whose whip I had first kissed on this rude, beautiful world! Why did he hate me so? Why did he make me do this? Why did he wish to so grievously shame and humiliate me? Is this how he wanted to think of me, or remember me, as a foul, pathetic, meaningless little animal relieving herself upon command before him? One cleans oneself, if permitted to do so, and this permission, because of hygienic considerations is seldom, if ever, denied, with what might be available. |
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| 8 | 1015 | Several times it had been he who, it seemed in anger, had elected to "walk me". |
| 8 | 1016 | Several times I must squat at the drains and relieve myself before him. |
| 8 | 1017 | Though I was a slave I found this shameful, and embarrassing. |
| 8 | 1018 | Not before him, of all, he who was so precious and special to me, he who figured in my most helplessly lascivious and submissive dreams, he whose whip I had first kissed on this rude, beautiful world! Why did he hate me so? Why did he make me do this? Why did he wish to so grievously shame and humiliate me? Is this how he wanted to think of me, or remember me, as a foul, pathetic, meaningless little animal relieving herself upon command before him? One cleans oneself, if permitted to do so, and this permission, because of hygienic considerations is seldom, if ever, denied, with what might be available. |
| 8 | 1019 | In this cell, as was presumably intended, I had done it with straw and water. |
| 8 | 1020 | That is not that uncommon. |
| 8 | 1021 | The straw is left in the vessel. |