Book 11. (7 results) Slave Girl of Gor (Context Quote)
Chapter #
Sentence #
Quote
2
1137
As I walked behind him I castigated myself for my weakness in the glade.
2
1138
How I hated myself! How I must improve and strive to be strong.
2
1139
So narrowly had I evaded the loss of my personhood, my self-respect.
2
1140
In the glade, in the darkness, among the trees, so much his, I had almost compromised my identity and integrity! I, a girl of Earth, had wanted to yield to him, a harsh barbarian! Was I not a free individual, a person? Had I no pride? How furious I was with myself.
2
1141
I knew that, in the glade, had he so much as put his hand forth to touch my shoulder, I would have sunk trembling, eager, moaning, helpless, to the grass at his feet.
2
1142
I would have writhed before him for his slightest touch.
2
1143
How relieved I was that I had escaped this degradation.
As I walked behind him I castigated myself for my weakness in the glade.
How I hated myself! How I must improve and strive to be strong.
So narrowly had I evaded the loss of my personhood, my self-respect.
In the glade, in the darkness, among the trees, so much his, I had almost compromised my identity and integrity! I, a girl of Earth, had wanted to yield to him, a harsh barbarian! Was I not a free individual, a person? Had I no pride? How furious I was with myself.
I knew that, in the glade, had he so much as put his hand forth to touch my shoulder, I would have sunk trembling, eager, moaning, helpless, to the grass at his feet.
I would have writhed before him for his slightest touch.
How relieved I was that I had escaped this degradation.
- (Slave Girl of Gor, Chapter )