Thus it is that I perhaps move in the patterns of priest-kings—that perhaps I pledge my vengeance and set out for the Sardar as they knew that I would, as they had calculated and understood and planned.
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But even so I tell myself that it is still I who move myself, and not priest-kings, even though I might move in their patterns; if it is their intention that I should demand an accounting, it is my intention as well; if it is their game, it is also mine.
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But why would priest-kings desire Tarl Cabot to come to their mountains? He is nothing to them, nothing to any man; he is only a warrior, a man with no city to call his own, thus an outlaw.
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Could priest-kings, with their knowledge and power, have need of such a man? But priest-kings need nothing from men, and once more my thoughts grow foolish.
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It is time to put aside the pen.
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I regret only that none return from the Sardar, for I have loved life.
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And on this barbaric world I have seen it in all its beauty and cruelty, in all its glory and sadness.
Thus it is that I perhaps move in the patterns of priest-kings—that perhaps I pledge my vengeance and set out for the Sardar as they knew that I would, as they had calculated and understood and planned.
But even so I tell myself that it is still I who move myself, and not priest-kings, even though I might move in their patterns; if it is their intention that I should demand an accounting, it is my intention as well; if it is their game, it is also mine.
But why would priest-kings desire Tarl Cabot to come to their mountains? He is nothing to them, nothing to any man; he is only a warrior, a man with no city to call his own, thus an outlaw.
Could priest-kings, with their knowledge and power, have need of such a man? But priest-kings need nothing from men, and once more my thoughts grow foolish.
It is time to put aside the pen.
I regret only that none return from the Sardar, for I have loved life.
And on this barbaric world I have seen it in all its beauty and cruelty, in all its glory and sadness.
- (Outlaw of Gor, Chapter )