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It was not only that I mistrusted him, but, strangely, I had begun to mistrust myself. I had found, over the recent weeks of my bondage, to my fury, that men were becoming ever more interesting and attractive to me. How this thought angered me! I must struggle against it! Part of this was doubtless simply because I was in bondage and the effect of this on a female is no secret. She is dressed, if dressed, in a certain way, which excites both her and men; she must obey; she is familiar with bonds and being made helpless, which, aside from the security involved, impresses the mastery upon her and is sexually stimulating; she is vulnerable, and she is, for most practical purposes, legally and institutionally accessible, accessible as a female; indeed, legally and institutionally, as she is an animal in the eyes of the law, she is literally, and thus is accessible as, literally, a female animal; certainly she is owned, and she knows, particularly if she is a pleasure slave, that she is intended for, is seen in terms of, and exists for, the pleasures of men. That is her raison d'être, to serve and please men. It is hard then not to see men as her masters, for that is what they are; and she naturally, ineluctably, finds them attractive, men strong enough to command her, and do with her as they wish. In this relationship she finds herself most basically, most radically female, as she finds him most basically, most radically male; this relationship, that of the male master and the female slave, is, of course, as one would expect, a relationship which is pervasively and profoundly sexual; those who fear sex must surely eschew it; it is, however, the most natural and profound relationship of its kind, an evolved, sophisticated cultural relationship growing directly out of enhanced biological realities. - (Captive of Gor, Chapter )