Book 31. (7 results) Conspirators of Gor (Context Quote)
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792
I had struggled again and again last night, in the tavern, on the way back to the wagons, when my shackling was being attended to, to make clear my contrition, and my resolve to be more pleasing.
18
793
I so desperately wanted to speak to him, to return myself to his favor, such as it might be, to express my shame and sorrow at my overweening, unconscionable pride, my insolence.
18
794
I so wanted to prostrate myself before him, to lie before him on my belly, to cover his feet with kisses, to beg his forgiveness.
18
795
I was in a collar! I had failed it! Did I think I was a free woman? I was no longer a free woman, if I had ever been a free woman.
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796
I was a slave, and knew myself a slave.
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797
And yet I had been a poor slave.
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798
I had not been pleasing! Did I not know I belonged in my collar? Yes, I knew I belonged in it.
I had struggled again and again last night, in the tavern, on the way back to the wagons, when my shackling was being attended to, to make clear my contrition, and my resolve to be more pleasing.
I so desperately wanted to speak to him, to return myself to his favor, such as it might be, to express my shame and sorrow at my overweening, unconscionable pride, my insolence.
I so wanted to prostrate myself before him, to lie before him on my belly, to cover his feet with kisses, to beg his forgiveness.
I was in a collar! I had failed it! Did I think I was a free woman? I was no longer a free woman, if I had ever been a free woman.
I was a slave, and knew myself a slave.
And yet I had been a poor slave.
I had not been pleasing! Did I not know I belonged in my collar? Yes, I knew I belonged in it.
- (Conspirators of Gor, Chapter )