Why then must we beg thusly? But, perhaps, she thought, it is not that we would not choose our masters, were it in our power, but, alas, it is the masters who choose us.
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It is rather that they would have us beg contrary to our deepest wishes, thereby acknowledging their power over us.
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Or perhaps it is merely a way of them having us acknowledge our reality as sexual beings, that we, as women, want, desire and need sexual experience, in a pervasive, general, organic, biological manner.
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Or perhaps it is a test which, once passed, is done with, and we may then enter the arms of our beloved master as no more than a surrendered slave, nothing held back, a slave now confessed as needful in general but, in the specific case, blissful within the arms of a beloved master.
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The eighteenth bar then began to sound, ringing out its strokes.
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"On your feet, little kajira," said the first instructrix.
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What does he want of me, wondered Ellen, wildly, struggling to her feet.
Why then must we beg thusly? But, perhaps, she thought, it is not that we would not choose our masters, were it in our power, but, alas, it is the masters who choose us.
It is rather that they would have us beg contrary to our deepest wishes, thereby acknowledging their power over us.
Or perhaps it is merely a way of them having us acknowledge our reality as sexual beings, that we, as women, want, desire and need sexual experience, in a pervasive, general, organic, biological manner.
Or perhaps it is a test which, once passed, is done with, and we may then enter the arms of our beloved master as no more than a surrendered slave, nothing held back, a slave now confessed as needful in general but, in the specific case, blissful within the arms of a beloved master.
The eighteenth bar then began to sound, ringing out its strokes.
"On your feet, little kajira," said the first instructrix.
What does he want of me, wondered Ellen, wildly, struggling to her feet.
- (Prize of Gor, Chapter )