Surely anything would be better than going back to the laundry.
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Or that is what she thought at the time.
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I have informed the work-master, she thought, that I am ready to beg.
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How kind was the work-master! How grateful I am that this information has been brought to the attention of my master.
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Am I ready to beg? Surely I must beg, no matter how shameful, how demeaning, how revealing, this may prove to be! I pretended not to be willing to beg, and I was sent to the laundry.
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My master is so strong! He has conquered! I am now ready to beg! He must love me.
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He remembered me, he brought me to this world, he restored me to youth and beauty, for I know that I am beautiful, though perhaps not so beautiful as countless others; and he gave me a beautiful name; surely that means something; and he made me property, and he owns me, now literally owns me; surely then he must desire me, and want me, for his very own! He must then want me in the strongest, fiercest, most commanding, most complete, most possessive sense in which a man can want a woman, want me as his uncompromised property, his slave.
Surely anything would be better than going back to the laundry.
Or that is what she thought at the time.
I have informed the work-master, she thought, that I am ready to beg.
How kind was the work-master! How grateful I am that this information has been brought to the attention of my master.
Am I ready to beg? Surely I must beg, no matter how shameful, how demeaning, how revealing, this may prove to be! I pretended not to be willing to beg, and I was sent to the laundry.
My master is so strong! He has conquered! I am now ready to beg! He must love me.
He remembered me, he brought me to this world, he restored me to youth and beauty, for I know that I am beautiful, though perhaps not so beautiful as countless others; and he gave me a beautiful name; surely that means something; and he made me property, and he owns me, now literally owns me; surely then he must desire me, and want me, for his very own! He must then want me in the strongest, fiercest, most commanding, most complete, most possessive sense in which a man can want a woman, want me as his uncompromised property, his slave.
- (Prize of Gor, Chapter )