She had been free, and had been free and lonely, free and unwanted, free and unnoticed, free and undesired, free and terribly miserable.
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Something within her had begged to belong, actually, to be overwhelmed and owned, something within her had cried out to love and serve, totally and helplessly, to give herself unreservedly, totally and helplessly to another.
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But her world had denied that freedom to her.
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It had denied the cry of her deepest heart.
She had been free.
She knew what it was like.
She had tried it, and found it wanting.
She had been free, and had been free and lonely, free and unwanted, free and unnoticed, free and undesired, free and terribly miserable.
Something within her had begged to belong, actually, to be overwhelmed and owned, something within her had cried out to love and serve, totally and helplessly, to give herself unreservedly, totally and helplessly to another.
But her world had denied that freedom to her.
It had denied the cry of her deepest heart.
- (Prize of Gor, Chapter )