Book 6. (7 results) Raiders of Gor (Context Quote)
| Chapter # | Sentence # | Quote |
|---|---|---|
| 4 | 75 | But most I was miserable in my heart. |
| 4 | 76 | I had had an image of myself, a proud image, and the loss of this image had crushed me. |
| 4 | 77 | I had lived a lie with myself and then, in my own eyes, and in those of others, I had been found out. |
| 4 | 78 | I had chosen ignominious bondage to the freedom of honorable death. |
| 4 | 79 | I now knew the sort of thing I was, and in my worthless heart it so sickened me that I did not much care now whether I lived or died. |
| 4 | 80 | I did not even much care that I might spend the rest of my life as an abject slave, abused on a rence island, the sport of a girl or children, the butt of the cruelty and jests of men. |
| 4 | 81 | Such, doubtless, was deserved. |
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But most I was miserable in my heart.
I had had an image of myself, a proud image, and the loss of this image had crushed me.
I had lived a lie with myself and then, in my own eyes, and in those of others, I had been found out.
I had chosen ignominious bondage to the freedom of honorable death.
I now knew the sort of thing I was, and in my worthless heart it so sickened me that I did not much care now whether I lived or died.
I did not even much care that I might spend the rest of my life as an abject slave, abused on a rence island, the sport of a girl or children, the butt of the cruelty and jests of men.
Such, doubtless, was deserved.
- (Raiders of Gor, Chapter )