Book 19. (7 results) Kajira of Gor (Context Quote)
| Chapter # | Sentence # | Quote |
|---|---|---|
| 33 | 659 | We had learned much; we had learned ourselves. |
| 33 | 660 | But this, of course, I told myself, fearfully, must be concealed from Drusus Rencius! I must never let him learn that I was in my heart no more than a master's slave! How he would despise me if he knew me as no more than a slave, a girl suitable for collars and auction blocks, one appropriately to be exchanged for coins. |
| 33 | 661 | I so wanted his respect! How otherwise could he care for me? I must strive to have him think me an object of misfortune, a free woman lamentably, unconscionably embonded. |
| 33 | 662 | For whom could a man such as he entertain respect but a free woman? I thought of the noble, serene, contumacious, insolent, lofty free women of Gor. |
| 33 | 663 | It was surely as such that he would have me be. |
| 33 | 664 | I must attempt to be needless, and cold, in his presence. |
| 33 | 665 | I must have him think me in my heart free. |
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We had learned much; we had learned ourselves.
But this, of course, I told myself, fearfully, must be concealed from Drusus Rencius! I must never let him learn that I was in my heart no more than a master's slave! How he would despise me if he knew me as no more than a slave, a girl suitable for collars and auction blocks, one appropriately to be exchanged for coins.
I so wanted his respect! How otherwise could he care for me? I must strive to have him think me an object of misfortune, a free woman lamentably, unconscionably embonded.
For whom could a man such as he entertain respect but a free woman? I thought of the noble, serene, contumacious, insolent, lofty free women of Gor.
It was surely as such that he would have me be.
I must attempt to be needless, and cold, in his presence.
I must have him think me in my heart free.
- (Kajira of Gor, Chapter )