Book 19. (7 results) Kajira of Gor (Context Quote)
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Emotions raged within me, furies and resentments lingering from my Earth conditionings, residues of masculine values which I had been encouraged to espouse and exemplify, and, released on Gor, welling up from deeply within me, from what sources I could scarcely dare conjecture, alarming me, disconcerting me, almost overpowering feelings of helplessness, vulnerability and femininity.
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533
I did not know what to do.
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534
I did not know how to act.
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535
"I am free," I cried to myself, "I am free! free!" But I was half naked and my hands were braceleted behind me.
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536
Each step, too, was taking me closer to the room! I wished that I had never seen slaves, and the house of Kliomenes.
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537
I wished I had never known how beautiful they were, and how they were dominated by men, and must obey! I wished that I had never felt these powerful emotions, in all their irresistibility, profundity and depth! But then I knew that this was false.
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538
It is better to feel than not to feel.
Emotions raged within me, furies and resentments lingering from my Earth conditionings, residues of masculine values which I had been encouraged to espouse and exemplify, and, released on Gor, welling up from deeply within me, from what sources I could scarcely dare conjecture, alarming me, disconcerting me, almost overpowering feelings of helplessness, vulnerability and femininity.
I did not know what to do.
I did not know how to act.
"I am free," I cried to myself, "I am free! free!" But I was half naked and my hands were braceleted behind me.
Each step, too, was taking me closer to the room! I wished that I had never seen slaves, and the house of Kliomenes.
I wished I had never known how beautiful they were, and how they were dominated by men, and must obey! I wished that I had never felt these powerful emotions, in all their irresistibility, profundity and depth! But then I knew that this was false.
It is better to feel than not to feel.
- (Kajira of Gor, Chapter )