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How could he have respected me if he had known that I was so unworthy of him, that I was not the sort of woman who should take her place proudly at a man's side, but one who wished rather to kneel, submitted, loving, desiring to please and serve, at his feet? I supposed I had fooled him well! Had that not been my intention? Had I not well succeeded in my deception? And well he must now understand how he had been taken in, how he had been tricked, and duped, and beguiled, how I had, yes, made a fool of him! How embarrassed, and chagrined, he must now be! Must he not now be furious? How then could the coin be regarded as well lost? What could he have meant by that? I looked again at the coin near Publius. - (Kajira of Gor, Chapter 35, Sentence #131)

I had deliberately permitted him to retain his illusions about me. Indeed, I had even encouraged them. In a sense I had lied to him. How could he have respected me if he had known that I was so unworthy of him, that I was not the sort of woman who should take her place proudly at a man's side, but one who wished rather to kneel, submitted, loving, desiring to please and serve, at his feet? I supposed I had fooled him well! Had that not been my intention? Had I not well succeeded in my deception? And well he must now understand how he had been taken in, how he had been tricked, and duped, and beguiled, how I had, yes, made a fool of him! How embarrassed, and chagrined, he must now be! Must he not now be furious? How then could the coin be regarded as well lost? What could he have meant by that? I looked again at the coin near Publius. Drusus Rencius had made a wager. He had lost the wager. He had lost the bet. - (Kajira of Gor)